Nov 2, 2008 0
Sunday mornings…
You ever have one of those days where you feel the loneliness? That’s today for me.
I don’t like these days. The ones where I wake up in the morning and feel awful that I woke up alone. Wanting to feel someone next to me, feel their breathing, their warmth, their presence. And it’s not like I went to sleep last night feeling this way…
It’s also annoying in that I don’t know why I feel this way either. Maybe it was seeing my friends last night. Seeing them in love, so at one with each other. It’s not like I’ve had much experience with that kind of closeness in my life, but what I have had, I remember fondly. The most powerful memories from any relationship I’ve had is that first time I hold her hand. It’s that sort of intimacy I seem to crave more often than the usual, physical intimacy I love just as much.
Aaahhh…I dunno. Just having a pity party today, I guess. I should take comfort in the fact that I don’t wake up everyday like this, just once in a while. And I know it will pass… It’s just that I feel like this at all…
See, I told you you shouldn’t have read this. 
